Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts

Wednesday, 28 November 2007

Talent...abundance...but sometimes it is so hard to materialize


This is a oil on paper. This aint a painter but a budding fashion designer.
Ever since he was in his teens, he has been loading me with drawings, every weekend. Patterns that he made, new colour schemes, with a different flavour. I was never serious about them except telling him he was good or areas where he needed improvement.
Until today, when i am touched beyond words. With the spirit and passion that a hobby lends. This is my brother, who has immense potential and better still, relentless passion. Who moved to Canada when he was 18years, by himself, from India. Who really really wanted to study fashion designing from Nift, India, decided he could not manage his tuition fee and material expenses (never realised Fashion was so expensive to pursue until he told me), moved to Canada and enrolled himself into more job based study courses. Today he works a 9-5 routine for a random wierd thing we like to call stability, but his hobby is very much alive.
As I sat there clicking the many patterns and designs , I liked, tears brimmed my eyes. I saw his eyes were moist too. Little dreams, abundant talent, sometimes so hard to reach for lack of abundant resources at the right time.... Yet so much of enthusiasm, happy positive do-it attitude, loads of happiness in life , NO regrets, pride in all the little things.
Am very proud of you Rajat. And many never-say-too-tough attitude people, who make happiness in life from everything, who never regret, who pursue for plain happiness and not an end goal.
Love
Me

Saturday, 18 August 2007

Mirza Galib...Jagjit Singh at his best

Listening to Gazals... the mesmerising voice of Jagjit Singh... think the word mesmerising was coined when they heard him sing.

These are the set of gazals I would listen to as a teenager with all my family around in Delhi... specifically Sarita Vihar. My family, my massi's family, dim lights, post the famous shahi paneer, butter chicken, dal and naan dinner at massi's house and thereafter a session of gazals and drinks.

Wahi gazaleh aaj phir se sunh rahi hoon
faraq itnah hai ki aaj mehfil nahi hai

Its raining outside, the chill is starting to set in ahead of the winters, it's dim lights and a nice mood to be listening to gazals. The song goes like this

Mohabbat mein nahi hai

faraq jeeneh aur marne ka

Usi ko dekh kar jeeteh hai
jis kafir pe dum nikleh

Bahut nikleh mere arman
lekin phir bhi kam nikleh



Missing everyone


Miss you guys. Feels alone in the USA... a good job, getting a better deal very soon... better roads, a great car....but today when I see this pix I realise I miss you. And maybe will miss a lot more as time goes by.
Toh ek sher phesh kiya hai...
Har taraf har jagah
behshumar aadmi
Phir bhi tanhahiyoh ka
sheekar aadmi
Bhai visiting you in Toronto next weekend. Hopefully if the officials will stamp a visa on a passport needing renewal.